Assignment 10 - Lindsey Angel

What is my biggest fear? If you had asked me this question a few years ago, I would have instantly responded murky water. Having conquered that fear (mostly), I'm honestly not sure what my greatest fear is. Now, don't get me wrong, plenty of things scare me. In fact, just a few days ago, I woke up terrified after having a very vivid nightmare. For the sake of this assignment, however, I guess my biggest fear would have to be uncertainty. This fear has mostly presented itself this year, as my classmates and I have started thinking about our own futures. I don't know where I want to go to college nor what I want to major in, and that simple fact drives me crazy. I'm one of those people that plans out - my day, my week, my month, my year - everything. However, I am an extremely indecisive person, so things like deciding on a college and a major are a struggle for me. Simply not knowing is an even greater struggle. I want my future mapped out, and I want that now. Not knowing what lies ahead terrifies me, because then I can't be prepared. Some say not knowing what's going to happen is part of the fun, I disagree.